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15 February 2006
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if only i could rewind back times. i'll take back all my words and actions. anything. anything that made me hurt you. anything, so you'll take back your words. pull back your actions. and throw away the hatred you have for me. but, if only i know what i've done wrong. you hated me, back then. and i think, you still do. you tried to destroy me, but i aint going down. circumstances killed me, killed the inner me. killed the yana, you all knew. but i aint going down without a fight. life's shit. and i mean it.literally, or whatever. i never expected this ending. i thot u were nice, and as innocent as you looked. but looks are deceiving, and i admit that. no one could have actually thot you are so cunning, and sly. the tears have never stop flowing, and i doubt its gonna stop anytime soon. congrats lady. you managed to make me feel so shitty. pat yourself on the back man. the smile, i paste on my face everyday. it hides the pain my heart is going thru. thinking back, i shud have never met you. or even tried to be frens with you. nor be nice to you. i shud have just hated you, like i did back then in sec1. and i shud have heeded nette's word. you aint to be trusted. you aint worthy of being my fren. you're just this shiity bitch, trying to bring me down. god will pay you back. and you tried to snatch the guy i liked, back then. liking him too. flirting with him. its no wonder, that guy dumped you. thank god for it. and don't you start staring at me just cos HE's talking to me. i din flirt with him, i din seduce him to come over. he came over on his own accord. and too bad. if he's wooing you, i don gif a damn la. i'm not interested. you can have him. provided he wants you.god will repay what u did to me & nette. |
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nor liyana mohd khalis.i'm always in love with pretty boys. like as if i don't learn from experience, i always give in to sweet words. and i never learn from the past. i'm vulnerable to hurt, but i'd like to believe i'm stronger than i seem. jauh di dasar hatiku, aku tahu aku masih kasihimu dan menyintaimu. namun kau sudah berpunya, kau sudah bercinta. disini kita berakhir, tergantung segala cerita dan kisah lama. wishlist
an arsenal jersey please.to watch a play. tagboard
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ayn
bani
complexite
dynn
erdiah
ekah
fizah
jass
joyce
maz
matt
nisa
nette
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